... But, Darling, it's going to be okay. Hello, my name is Annemie. 30. M.D. German. ISTJ with strong F component. Fandom, fashion, feminism. Title by Taylor Swift
There’s a little girl in my head & she screams “unloved! unloved! unloved!” every moment of my life
There’s a woman in my head now & she holds the little girl and says “I will take care of you and we will be alright” when the little girl screams and together they are learning how to trust each other
It doesn’t matter where you live, how old you are, whether you’re out, in the closet, or still figuring it out. You are part of a huge, diverse, beautiful community. Wearenotalone.
jo march really was like. i love the people around me and i cannot cope with them leaving and being mature and appealing enough to start new chapters in their lives while i’m still clinging into this idealised, carefree, comedy-like lifestyle i thought was gonna last forever. and i really thought platonic relationships could replace my repressed longing for a romantic one but now all my loved ones’ first priorities became romance. meanwhile i cannot put myself out seeking a romantic relationship because that would automatically mean altering, belittleing, objectifying and compromising myself, my life would become a cliche with guaranteed unhappy ending because i feel like no one in this world could truly make me happy. and i do want to embrace my independent, single lifestyle but i guess i didnt calculate back then how lonely it’s going to feel. it’s like my only choice is between two types of unhappiness. jo march conveyed all this stuff and i’m not supposed to tear up just thinking about that movie???
